1.31.2007

22:51

back hurts again.

shit.

think i have a bad back.

but i was standing straight.

for the whole time i was there.

1 1/2 hours.

don't think i'll be able to sleep well today.

studied alot though.

like 9 hours.

not straight.

slept in between.

once in a while.

msn-ed abit.

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{beautiful lady}

16:21

my palms are peeling.

alot.

like damn bleahs

both palms.

don't know why.

damn tired.

why can't i sleep more?

want to sleep.

no one to look after me.

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{beautiful lady}

02:01

damn cute.

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{beautiful lady}

01:17

haha. forgot to blog about some friends!!.

saw mark.

gilbert.

russell.

michael.

at the library too!!

then when i was boarding the bus home!!.

i saw bert.

all alone on the bus.

so saddening.

cheers!! bert!!

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{beautiful lady}

1.30.2007

23:58

school.

studied again.

in the library.

with teck huat.

for like 4 hours.

alot.

finished eg2.

till chapter 2.

finally.

then dinner at kap.

then reached home at 11 plus.

am home now.

haven bathe yet.

going out for supper with my brother later.

sian.

damn full.

still need to entertain him.

hahha.

damn tired too.

school at 10.

but there's a revision class.

at 8.

should i go??

but my engmech is like shit.

how??

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{beautiful lady}

00:28

ate alot today.

one small carton of milk.

one meiji chocolate.

one fruitella candy bar.

three bowls of rice.

2 bowls of soup.

damn i'm fat.

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{beautiful lady}

00:16

been a good girl today.
studied alot.
in the library.
ended class like 11.45.
then waited in the library for teck huat to study with me.
nice person he is.
weileong accompanied me in between while waiting for teck huat.
another nice person too.
saw mark, russell, gilbert in the library while waiting.
they took some of my candy.
being the nice person i am.
i let them have almost all.
with me taking the last piece.
hahha.
studied till 8 pm.
but in between i fell asleep alot.
huat slept more then me.
hahha
i studied alot.
compared to the normal intake i've been normally taking in.
hhhaha.
huat forced me to study.
haha.
but i wanted to sleep.

cause i'm too hungry.

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{beautiful lady}

1.28.2007

17:58

busy during the hols.

14th to 17th March - GL Camp

4th to 7th April - Sports Camp

11th to 14th April - ME orientation

damn and my birthday too.

lucky it doesn't clashes with any of these days.

or else.

i don't know what will happen.

-trying to hard to face reality-

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{beautiful lady}

17:48

training again.

damn tired.

like wow.

totally cannot stay awake.

like.

droopy eyelids.

and the constant throbbing of my head.

total shag-ness.

why am i so tired??

people who are busier then me seem to have more energy then me.

sian.

why??

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{beautiful lady}

1.27.2007

22:13

just scream all your anger on me.

i'm everyone's anger venting machine.

all you need to do is scream and whack.

i won't do anything, other then staring back at you.

just absorbing your anger.

right?

that's how you people treat me.

whenever you're not happy with the opposite one.

you just find me to scream and hit.

let's hope your i don't pass on so quickly.

the best would be after you all pass on right?

like i also need my personal life too.

can't i just go out.

i'm like restrained.

my actions and everything.

like wow!!.

i'm so nice.

as if!!

one day.

when i can't keep track of my temper.

you just pray i don't have any weapons on me.

so that i won't kill everyone in sight.

do you know?

pray hard.

i tell you.

i'm gonna burst soon.

like real soon.

i really can't take it anymore.

i don't understand why it's different between now and the past.

it's just that in the past, this place was much livelier then before.

every weekend night.

the house would be filled to the brim with people all being so cuddly and welcoming.

and we would have nice home-cooked food.

and i wouldn't feel so cold and sad inside.

it feels as if i'm a zombie.

no heart.

no mind.

just here to fill up space.

and the house would be like filled with no shadows.

only family warmth.

but now.

it's like dark shadows, screamings, cryings, beatings surrounding the house.

lining the once so bright home.

making it all dull and dark.

as if it were a dilapidated flat.

i'm trying so hard to overcome this emo-ness that's trying to take up my heart.

trying so hard to see whether mixing around with people who makes me laugh, to see whether it will repel all those shawdowy emo-ness.

it feels that once they really take over.

i'll never smile again.

i'll never laugh again.

i'll never be able to show my bright pearly-whites.

i'll even commit crime.

and resort to drugs.

to let me feel the family warmth that i used to have.

and yearn for to return.

but i don't know whether i can wait anymore.

for that one day when it truly comes.

and it's not just a hallucination.

i'm really scared about this.

like i'm trembling.

i don't know.

who to turn to.

i really hope it will come some day.

when someone will be there when i'm so damn low.

but i doubt it will come true.

cause nothing good ever comes to me.

cause i know.

i'm like jinxed.

it's like.

no one ain't as jinxed as me.

it's true.

cause you will never believe what ever that has happened to me.

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{beautiful lady}

16:01

初回见证爱情的代价

真正的爱情就像是鬼魂一样。
竟然每个人都不停的讨论着爱情的存在，
但是这世界，又有几个人遇得到真爱呢
真正的爱情就像是鬼魂一样，看不见，却能感受到。
虽然每个人都不停的讨论着爱情的存在，但是这世界又有几个人遇得到真爱呢.
有人认为，根本不必去期待还没发生的事，也有人相信，应该采取防守状态，被动的等待爱情的出现，才能减少主动追求时所受到的挫折跟风险。更有许多人打从心底否定了爱情的意义＆可能性。
然而，爱情更鬼魂的相似性不止这些，爱跟鬼一样，看不见并不代表它就不存在，所以才会打定主意，要用自己的力量去见～证～爱～情！

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{beautiful lady}

11:41

the non-stop squibbling whenever she's home.

whenever both of them are home.

like the constant KNS.

and the non-stop door banging.

damnit.

like.

do they know i need to sleep.

you people get pissed when i disturb your sleep.

but i cannot do anything when i get disturbed.
some people are just so inconsiderate.

damn.

i'm so tired.

i want to sleep like so much.

like if you give me a bed.

and no one to disturb me.

i can just sleep till non-existence.

please.

let me have just one day where i can sleep so much.

witrh no disturbances from anyone.

from my phone.

from her.

from him.

from the 'garang guni' men.

damn.

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{beautiful lady}

02:34

changed the song.

again.

wanted fergielicious.

but the ones on webtunes weren't of nice quality.

so took back the older one.

hee.

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{beautiful lady}

01:05

first official GL training.

hahah.

went to school at 12.

for nothing.

like supposed to have lunch with karmen and the rest.

in the end.

they ask me to skip the lesson at 2.

so.

like i waited in school for 5 hours doing nothing.

had lunch till 2.

then they played basketball.

while i watched.

then walk all the way up to Blk 53.

to hand in IAC presentation stuff.

then went to the gym to cool down whil chris and his friend trained.

then GL training.

first half was first-aid.

damn boring.

fell asleep.

but the lady behind.

kicked my chair continuously.

like omg.

i can't even sit properly.

and she complained that i keep on movine.

it makes her giddy.

like what the hell.

so i don't feel anything when you were kicking my chair??

is it??

damn you.

lucky i weren't posted into the same group as you.

i'll be damn pissed.

and i won't be able to continue in Sports Camp for this year.

was posted to the last group.

like so sad.

i saw jessica and rainie in the same group.

and everyone else so far away from me.

i was like so damn sad.

like i almost teared.

hahah.

but anyways.

i'm strong.

i can survive even if my close friends ain't around.

hahha.

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{beautiful lady}

1.26.2007

01:17

i'm in!! i'm in!!

omg.

i'm like so excited!!.

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{beautiful lady}

1.25.2007

23:14

i can't stand the anticipation of the results.

hurry hurry.

it's killing so much of my beauty sleep time too.!!

but pray pray i can get in!!

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{beautiful lady}

20:03

IAC presentation today.

damn sian.

like totally.

almost failed.

pray hard i don't.

pray pray.

damn tired today.

woke up at 6 am to wake my bro.

went back to sleep.

got woken up at 8 by someone's msn.

damnit.

went back to sleep.

someone msged me and woke me up at 10 plus.

then i couldn't go back to sleep anymore.

disturbed too many times.

hahah.

then went to library to meet teck huat.

finish up my IAC presentation.

went to class.

ended class.

went library.

met up with teck huat again.

saw sebastian.

he made fun of me.

teck huat tried to pick at my weakness.

i gave him massage.

one i promised him long ago.

sian.

today seems alrite.

but not very exciting.

went for dinner.

bought alot of muffins.

and a nice traditional sweet that i like.

alot.

still haven eaten it.

so wanna eat it.

but i'm like so full.

but still finding food to eat.

haha.

like pig .

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{beautiful lady}

01:55

went to town.

with chris, vincent and weil liang.

to find karmen.

ate at swensen's.

rushed home.

been a very long time since i last went there.

missed it so much.

no money to shop too.

haha.

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{beautiful lady}

1.24.2007

00:18

my back hurts like don't know what.
cannot straighten at all.
cannot walk properly.
damn.
what happen??
it's like damn pain.

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{beautiful lady}

1.23.2007

22:15

damn tired today.

don't know why.

maybe cause school work is tough.

but i tend to sleep alot nowadays.

like sleep never seem to replenish my tired-ness.

my legs are so sore from all that walking.

then.

there was the interview.

i was like crapping alot.

like alot.

so, it became rather informal.

but that's what they requested.

so.

let's hope i can get in.

haha.

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{beautiful lady}

1.22.2007

21:59

i just dashed across the road.
with 3 taxis in between coming from all direction.
haha.
cause i remembered i forgot to set my status on msn.
in case someone suddenly msn-ed me.
which there was alot.
like once i came back.
there was 3 tabs.
hahaha.

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{beautiful lady}

20:28

my dinner is getting pathetic each time.

a few days ago, it was instant noodles.

yesterday was salad and chocolate.

today, bread and peanut butter.

damn sad la.

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{beautiful lady}

12:19

i miss fruits.

apples.

watermelons.

papaya.

banana.

grapes.

plums.

not oranges.

not pears.

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{beautiful lady}

1.21.2007

21:24

testing the limits of the body.

in my way.

it means to do the furthest your body can do.

until you crumble.

faint.

injure.

anything.

that is my standard of limits.

so far.

i've haven reached my limit yet.

i've only reach the part where my face pales.

and i'm not able to breathe.

maybe one day.

i should just chiong my limit.

i shouldn't take a rest.

and let my body cool down.

wonder when tt will be.

maybe this coming friday.

i just do my best.

and not lag behind.

not to stop even when there's the stabbing pain in my chest.

to continue on.

it's either i drop dead and die.

or live.

so.

i think it won't be of much harm to me.

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{beautiful lady}

11:16

damnit.
you want this place to look like a home.

it looks like one to me.

it's just that your thinking is so damn different.

you don't even communicate with us.

you don't even do anything in this house with us anymore.

there ain't laughter anymore.

you want this place to look like a home.

but you aren't even home like half of the time.

always out and back when you wanna sleep or bathe.

we are just following your example.

see.

and you don't even do what you are supposed to do.

look after us.

damnit.

the both of us just look after ourselves now.

even when i wanna care more.

all you care about is the cleaniness of this house.

why the hell do you want to do so.

it's like useless.

no one is home most of the time anyway.

right??

somethimes you should also try to do stuff we want to do.

and not follow only what you want to do.

we hardly ever have fun.

we don't even go out as a family.

all i hear in this home is screaming and shouting or total silence or sniffling.

what kind of home is this.

i think it's a rather emo home.

get a life!

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{beautiful lady}

03:37

miss those days.

especially those.

haha.

been in C.H.I.J for like 10 years.

wearing the same uniform.

almost the same badge.

hhahaha.

miss it so much.

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{beautiful lady}

02:54

took alot of photos today.

near a hundred.

im getting good at these sort of stuff.

hahhaha.

except my aiming ain't good.

and have alot of bad ones.

and alot of good ones too.

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{beautiful lady}

02:48

had hello panda and cheezels for breakfast.

with milk and honey lemon green tea.

felt damn full.

first time in weeks.

or even months i ever had breakfast.

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{beautiful lady}

1.19.2007

23:59

ate very little today.

again.

like 1 pau.

and one pack of noodles.

instant noodles.

almost e same amount of intake as yesterday.

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{beautiful lady}

22:58

yay!! im shortlisted as sports camp GLs!!!

but there still is the interview.

hope i don't screw it like how i screwed up that one.

that one that i was so depressed about.

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{beautiful lady}

1.18.2007

23:32

total shag-ness.

hardly ever slept yesterday.

not asleep yet.

damn tired.

open house.

hyperactivity.

alot of people ignoring us/me.

they just keep walking past us.

even though we were screaming like some hawker.

ignoring us.

getting STM.

couldn't remember where i left all my stuff.

couldn't remember who has my laptop, my phone, my wallet, my camera, etc.

so clown.

like the old me.

am still MissMan from what Gary calls me.

damn tired.

like i cannot even stand up properly.

cannot even walk properly.

don't know whether i'll be on time tomorrow.

no classes in the morning!!

yeah!!

hahaha.

total good-ness.

but i'll still have to go for practical in the afternoon.

people please don't try and torture me like this.

this aint easy.

sleeping little.

staying awake alot.

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{beautiful lady}

22:26

damnit.

can't leave a single tag anywhere.

is anyone else experiencing the same problem??

sadness la.

damnit.

i cannot tag at all.

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{beautiful lady}

1.17.2007

14:58

met up with hids just now!!!

we talked for like 15 mins in the toilet.

about stuff.

about whom i should invite.

and who i really really must invite.

hee.

misses her alot.

even though she has like classes near my block.

but we hardly even meet.

not even once a week/month.

so it's like total sadness.

gee.

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{beautiful lady}

00:24

it's been so long since i last talked for hours on the phone with a loved one.

like juz now.

i only spoke with hids for like 30 mins.

so short only.

missed it like so much.

when can i do it again.

maybe during the holidays.

or when the both of us ain't so busy.

but i miss her like loads.

i hardly ever talk to anyone on the phone for like a long time.

sadness.

i miss chatting.

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{beautiful lady}

1.16.2007

23:58

i think i am too shy.

i cannot face a audience.

even to just say my name.

not to mention speeches.

i'll stumble and stutter like don't know some dumb unknowledgable kid.

why is this so??

i'm like so sad about it.

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{beautiful lady}

23:46

i think you like me.

hahha.

that is like so damn lame.

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{beautiful lady}

00:27

everything everyone does revolves around one thing.

love.

for people.

for money.

for interest.

for many many stuff.

what if there isn't love at all.

everyone are just humans without hearts.

we would be like robots.

except we won't have rigid body parts.

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{beautiful lady}

1.15.2007

00:41

i'll always have the same wish every year.

for my dad to come back.

and my family to not quarrel.

and my life to be not so miserable.

these wishes never changed.

since he left us.

but i wished the same stuff every year.

won't they let him come back.

i know it's never possible.

cause it is impossible.

i really hope this year.

nothing bad happens on my birthday.

cause it's like so miserable.

i don't really like it.

i miss the days when he was there.

waking us up at 5am. (the time i'm sleeping now)

to watch cartoons with him.

bringing us to the arcades. (it doesn't seem as fun as it used to when i go with my friends)

when we all gather round and eat dinner. (this doesn't happen at all, not to mention gather, no one is home most of the time)

when we all talk in such peaceful manners. (it's like, the both of them meet and start screaming at each other, i don't know how they do it, but it seems that they don't really care much about how i feel)

when we all still meet up with the rest of the family on saturdays. (how i miss those days, it will never come back, i know, cause the important people in this family are no longer around, we will hardly meet like we used to)

it seems like he's my good-luck charm, without him, i'm like a jinx.

when he used to cook us such wonderful, heart-warming meals. (she don't even prepare food for us at all, not even packed food)

when he used to carry me on his large bony shoulders. (so high up, i can reach the ceiling, he was so tall)

but then he left.

all of us.

alone.

in this cold home.

homes is supposed to be warm.

not so cold.

like this.

it's almost freezing.

i miss the laughter.

the chitter-chatter.

the yum-yum food.

i miss him so much.

like so much.

it seems like this kind of happiness, this kind of warmth, will never ever be felt anymore.

who will be the one to let me have this warmth again?

i don't know.

he was like a guardian angel.

once he left.

it's like cold cold cold.

everything started to slowly stone.

everything seems to wither

like.

it seems that family time now has become colder compared to the past.

everyone seems to be busy with their own stuff.

adults gather just to mahjong now.

not to chat.

and talk.

maybe i should restart this life.

and see.

maybe i should have stopped him from taking those new medication.

and he wouldn't have left.

and all of those wouldn't change.

will i be in school tomorrow.?

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{beautiful lady}

1.14.2007

02:22

it's like so sweet when someone does something nice to you.
for example:

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midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:02 AM):
cos i dun dare to sleep when there's no one near me
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:02 AM):
huH?
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:02 AM):
how come sia
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:02 AM):
n my parents sleep with there doors closed.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:02 AM):
hahah
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:02 AM):
*sneaks in n slp beside u *
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:03 AM):
gee
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:03 AM):
haha
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:03 AM):
aww
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (2:03 AM):
C:
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:03 AM):
im so sweet
Ms: The saliver monster! I passed my common test Macro King says (2:03 AM):

lol

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{beautiful lady}

1.13.2007

23:39

something funny for the day.

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midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:30 PM):
y i bring for u.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:30 PM):
so late le wor.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:30 PM):
i will be in parole danger wor.
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:31 PM):
parole?
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:31 PM):
wats tat
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:31 PM):
grave
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:31 PM):
LOL
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:31 PM):
y will have danger?
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:32 PM):
cos i so attractive.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:32 PM):
hhhahahaha
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:33 PM):
wahahaaa
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:33 PM):
tiannn arhhh
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:37 PM):
yyy??
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:37 PM):
true la.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:37 PM):
ahhaa
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:37 PM):
haha
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:37 PM):
yaya
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:37 PM):
so attractive tat i wanna keep u in my room all to myself
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:37 PM):
be careful of me
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:38 PM):
hahaha
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:38 PM):
see ba
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:38 PM):
hahaha
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:39 PM):
even u cannot resist me
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:39 PM):
hahha

¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:40 PM):
haha
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:40 PM):
yayaya
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:40 PM):
i`m dangerous
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:46 PM):
really??
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:46 PM):
dun think so.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:46 PM):
hahaha
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:46 PM):
LOL
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:46 PM):
yyyyy
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:47 PM):
hmmm
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:47 PM):
dunno
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:48 PM):
...
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:48 PM):
dun let me come near u
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:48 PM):
i`lllll eat u up
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:48 PM):
hmmm
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:48 PM):
really??
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:48 PM):
yeaa
¥Ĉħ®ış¥Đę ƒąĪ™`[ ] R.I.P i wanna work....any deals? says (11:48 PM):
though will have indigestion
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:50 PM):
im not so filling.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:51 PM):
i only skin n bones n fat
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:51 PM):
no meat de
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:51 PM):
how u eat.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:51 PM):
so oily la.
midori i have been a good girl. why won't you just be mine? says (11:51 PM):
hhhahah

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{beautiful lady}

23:19

joke of the day.

i'm so civilised.

haha.

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{beautiful lady}

18:59

think i still haven't forgotten you.

it's just that i'm too busy to think about you.

but once i see you.

i'll still be back to normal.

i still cannot forget at all.

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{beautiful lady}

1.11.2007

18:19

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA!!!

YOU'RE 18!!!

claps claps.

finally.

it'll be my turn soon.

let's hope it comes fast!!!

but i doubt i'll be happy.

cause my birthday always turns out sad.

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{beautiful lady}

11:23

tired like don't know what.

peiyi is saying she can feel that i'm very tired.

maybe cause i'm too busy.

i hardly ever get enough rest.

but i feel that i'm sleeping alot too.

don't know.

it's so hectic nowadays.

i hardly think about the rest i get.

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{beautiful lady}

1.08.2007

21:51

someone complained that i blogged too little.

hahha.

a meaningless blog.

for now.

ahaha.

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{beautiful lady}

16:55

some pick-up lines can be so cheesy.

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{beautiful lady}

1.07.2007

13:29

home-cooked food.

missed it like so much.

i want home cooked food.

can someone cook for me.

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{beautiful lady}

1.04.2007

22:10

school so far has been rather slow.

not much of a study mood yet.

let's hope it comes sooner.

exams in 6 weeks time.

not alot.

rather tired.

dunno why.

slept so much.

but yet i am still so tired.

haix.

eating alot recently.

am getting slack.

think ob training will be tough on me for e next few weeks.

don't know why they don't have training during holidays.

sian.

haha.

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{beautiful lady}

1.03.2007

23:53

it takes me 2 & 1/2 a song to walk home.

and it's like abt 150 metres or less.

think i really am a slow walker.

hahah.

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{beautiful lady}

1.01.2007

03:09

went bangkok during the first week of holidays.

bought 18 pairs of earrings.

1 bracelet.

2 handphone accessories.

2 pairs of jeans.

1 shirt.

1 pair of sunnies.

1 pair of sandals.

then camping during the second week.

walked alot.

like many.

i don't think anyone can walk that much at all.

slept at unwordly places.

school was fine.

then bedok jetty is like ulu-ated.

pulau ubin is like scary.

someone was an asshole.

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{beautiful lady}