4.29.2006

21:52

people next time when u see me just call me PRINCESS BOO BOO.

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{beautiful lady}

21:47

maybe one day i will come up wif i hope i was not born at all.

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{beautiful lady}

21:39

i wanna be

PRINCESS BOO BOO!!

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{beautiful lady}

21:37

last yr it was juz wan to remain 21.

tis yr its i dun wanna be 20.

wat will it be nxt yr.

i dun wanna grow up at all.

i wan to be free n kiddy.

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{beautiful lady}

4.28.2006

22:15

y e hell r u so freaking ridiculous.

u juz stormed off leaving me in messy pieces aft i said tt i nvr go out for long time.

u noe i've totally lost contact wif almost all of my frenz.

like really all my sec sch frenz.

hardly do i mingle wif them anymore.

i'm like totally confined.

like i really nvr go out for as long as 2 mths.

every single day i only see u n u n u only.

i dun see anyone else la.

u freak ass of a mother.

ass.

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{beautiful lady}

16:36

using lam notebook to blog.

so bored.

pei yi left me all alone in e library wif all e other pple in class.

they play all those games tt i dun play la.

wat am i supposed to do la.

arghhhhhhhhh.!

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{beautiful lady}

14:04

monday is labour day.

no school.

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{beautiful lady}

13:25

i learnt how to cheat in maths!!

so damn freaking ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

how impossible is tt.

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{beautiful lady}

4.27.2006

23:15

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Glory Hole

What's" Your Porn Star Name?

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{beautiful lady}

22:09

Your Japanese Name Is...

Nozomi Kaoin

What's" your Japanese Name?

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{beautiful lady}

4.26.2006

18:57

y is my laughter so weird.?

cannot even control how i wanna laugh.

haiz.

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{beautiful lady}

11:35

i'm like so happy for myself.

i nvr even fall asleep during classes for 3 whole days.

its like such a wonderful thing.

normally i will be sleeping.

but i nvr fall asleep at all.

maybe its e tables.

i dun really like e tables.

they r rather short.

n e chairs r like so high.

it is like so hard to fall asleep.

whenever i feel drowsy in class.

i juz cannot sleep.

e chairs n tables r such a big damn problem.

i getting total lack of sleep.

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{beautiful lady}

11:21

school is so freaking sian.

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{beautiful lady}

4.25.2006

11:15

sch is fine.
pple r great.
though not much female.
but its still quite quiet compared to 4D.
4D is so fun n noisy.
they r like wild.
n crazy pple.
i miss them like so much.
tong.
leah.
wee.
ling.
claudine.
addy.
dara.
wingy.
joycee.
ms lee.
janice.
yishan.
so many many many pple.
i miss 4D.
all my love love n muack muack.

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{beautiful lady}

4.24.2006

19:33

sch was fun.

didnt laugh much.

sweared alot.

cursed alot.

screamed alot.

realised pple in my class like to crack their knuckles n joints.

made me go 'ouch' all e time.

it's so painful.

still feel like doing something stupid.

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{beautiful lady}

19:19

sch was quite fun.
but didnt laugh alot.
cursed alot though.
think its all e bad influence.
realised pple like to crack their joints n knuckles alot.
everytime i hear it.
it makes me go ouch.

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{beautiful lady}

4.23.2006

21:43

i suddenly had a feeling to juz do something so stupid.
like run ard wif my pants dropping.
or something so stupid tt i fall on e floor rolling laughing.
i wanna do something stupid.

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{beautiful lady}

4.22.2006

15:19

in sch now.
uploading some dunno wat thing for comro.
3 freaking hrs leh.
so ultra uber long.
nth to do leh.
argh.
so boring.

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{beautiful lady}

12:47

i was online den i realised something.
i dun wanna be 20.
i dun wan to be old.
it's scary.
arghhh.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.
old.

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{beautiful lady}

00:08

pple laugh at me cos of my laughter.
is it funny.
i think its alrite leh.
its juz high pitched la.

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{beautiful lady}

4.18.2006

17:56

y cant girls do tis.
y cant girls do tt.
y is there still sexual discrimination in tis damned world.
y muz girls always be e weaker sex.
y cant men be e weaker sex.
or maybe equality.
i hate such egoistic chauvinistic men.
y e hell do men have such huge egos.
pls bring down ur egos men.
it is very disgusting to see men with huge egos.

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{beautiful lady}

00:12

MY MOTHER IS ABSURB!!

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{beautiful lady}

4.16.2006

13:30

i'm like peeling only now.
so impossible la.
its like 2 weeks le la.
on my hands.
so freaken ugly shites.

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{beautiful lady}

00:38

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{beautiful lady}

4.15.2006

23:39

y do i keep crying non-stop.
its sad.
grrr.
i wan to stop crying.
i wan to be strong.
n be able to stand up for myself.
ahhh.

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{beautiful lady}

23:03

y cant i juz die.
juz get struck by lighting.
slip n fall n get concussion.
walk on e street n get knocked by a speeding car.
get poisoned acidentally.
get attacked by a spider n get bitten.
get hit by killer litter falling off from e window ledge or parapet.
get shoot by an arrow in e heart.
get bitten by a dangerous snake.
get bitten by a carnivore.
die of lead poisoning.
get die suddenly of unatural death.
get killed by someone accidentally.
get burnt to death.
y muz u choose all those who dun wanna die n let them die.
but nvr fulfil e pple who wish to die.
y cant u do tt.
i juz wanna die.
there is like millions of ways to die.
but u dun seem to wan me to die at all.

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{beautiful lady}

13:00

if u hated me so much.
u could have juz thrown me down e chute.
or juz killed me.
or juz dump me into e sea.
or juz burn my body.
u could have juz abandoned me.
n then u wouldnt have to go through such tough stages in life.
n i wouldnt have to suffer so much with u.
n continued down e road to my nxt life.
wouldnt it seem better then now.
right?.
u dont have to wait till u r old n frail n still have to raise ur voice n let ur blood pressure shoot.
u could juz have thrown me away straight.
i realised i was nvr happy with u.
u nvr made me laugh till i had stomach cramps.
or rolled on e floor.
u juz always made me sad n cry.
u nvr made me happy.
i thought u were supposed to be there to make me feel tt life is worth all that.
it not to be there to make me feel tt i'm redundant in tis world.
u noe?.
u noe how terrible i'm feeling now.
u nvr let me do anything i've wanted.
u nvr let me have anything i wanted.
u promised me rewards if i wwas to help wif anything.
but in e end it all seem to disappear.
it nvr appear to u tt u have always been untrue to me n u nvr kept ur promises.
n u wan me to keep mine.
how can i do tt.
how can i do all those stuff if u nvr seem to ever set an example.
i juz wanted wat i deserved.
but y does it seem so hard.
u make me feel like juz leaving n juz die.
i feel so traumatised.
i need comfort n companion but where is all tt when i need them.
u r such a hypocritical person.
u alway make me feel unwanted.

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{beautiful lady}

4.14.2006

22:53

i wan to go out.
its like millions, gazillions infinty days since e last time i went out.
i will go mad satying at home all e time.
tis is very frustrating.
home is boring.
i can only..
sleep eat chores tv blog
sleep eat chores tv blog.
e same thing everyday.
how boring can life can?

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{beautiful lady}

4.13.2006

12:49

y muz u always do tt to me.
u said to let me go out.
u promised me to let me meet my frenz.
but i've hardly went out wif a single one so far.
its very boring.
i feel so lonely.
i feel trapped n suffocated.
i cant stand it.
i wan to go out.
argh.
y e hell r u such a pain in e ass.
u make me wanna throw up.
u keep me at home all day long.
do u really wan me to end up all lonely wif no frens.
u r such a sick ass pervertic person.
y e hell r u such a person.
u make me wanna run away.
far away from u.
u r such a maniac.
u prevert.
u asshole.
u stick in e butt.

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{beautiful lady}

4.12.2006

15:56

how stupid can i get.
i cut my hand while peeling fruits.
i cut my finger while opening a bottle of soap.
i knock my head against e door while walking.
i knock myself into a panel of glass while running.
i can easily kill myself anytime.

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{beautiful lady}

10:53

when u pple feel sick n achy,
i have to do everything n anything.
but when im feeling sick n achy,
u still have to find me to do everthing n not help at all.
who e hell do u think i am.
superwoman.
y muz u always give me so much chores to do.
n look at me do without any damned fucked up help at all.
u pple r such assholes.

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{beautiful lady}

4.11.2006

22:25

tong.

i miss u.
n all e crap.
i miss e crap between us.
i miss e talk to e hand.
i miss e kicking u n falling onto e floor.
i miss e hellos tt we did to baomin n ms lee.
i miss e food n more food.
i miss e laughter n stomach cramps from all tt laughter.
i miss e fun we had together.
i miss e feigning ill n porning chinese n maths.
i wanna be wif u forever n stalk u n scare e daylights out of u.

tong i miss u so much.

love u babe.

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{beautiful lady}

4.10.2006

21:12

i told my brother before.
tt when i grow up.
i wanna change my name to.

PRINCESS BOO BOO.

then he whacked my head.
so damn hard.
so very painful.

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{beautiful lady}

4.07.2006

23:59

so fun.
laugh till beng.
on e last nite.

alot of pple nvr sleep.

played wif colgate n darlie.

drew on pple.

i rmbered slurring alot.

cos i was rather tired ard like 6 plus.

i said big fish as *%@# $^#!.

no one understood me.

den i had to do forfeit.

i drew on someone's leg. (BOO!)

i think it's frank.

sorry. really sorry.

one of my forfeit was to kiss a girl on e lips n make e muackx sound.
so funny.
drink so much water.
but nobody merlion at all.
haha.
i wan to eat fish.
so many chicken over the past few days.
bloated like wat.
love u pple .
muacks muacks.

i think tis is my longest post so far.

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{beautiful lady}