5.03.2008

17:44

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{beautiful lady}

00:14

i'm slowly learning to tell people stuff about myself.
first step to trusting people by telling them my secrets and my weaknesses.
soon, midori will leave this depressing side of herself far away.
but will she ever be happy?

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{beautiful lady}

5.01.2008

00:09

i don't know how to respond when he comes up on me so viciously.
it scares me.
i'm tired to actually argue with him.
so, i keep quiet.
and he thinks it's because i'm speechless.
it's just that i want him to leave, and stop scrutinizing me.
i'm not some prisoner.
i just want to do stuff my own way.
why does he have to care about every single thing, i also don't ask you about everything.
control everything that you do.
force you to stop doing something.
can you hurry up and go already.

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{beautiful lady}

4.30.2008

23:21

it's been some time since i last wrote something.
but after much pondering.
i came up with a conclusiona about myself.
i'm a selfish, self-centered bitch.

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{beautiful lady}

4.18.2008

21:36

okay.
i may have disappeared for some time.
it's because i was rather lazy.
and down with some horrible illness.
anyways.

1st day of school was alright.
although i was sick.
at least i knew some people from class.
and not some random asshole.
cca fiesta-ed.
to be honest.
i didn't really promote NPOB much.
due to me being unwell and all.
i just went around and said random hi to people whom i knew.
decided to leave at 5 plus, because i really couldn't take the noise there, it was making my migraine worse by the second.
went across the bridge and took a cab.
lincoln saw me and i gave him a free ride.
to my place.
and he walked back.
the doctor must be some retarded shit, apparently, he can't see that i have a sore throat and migraine.
he didn't even give me any lozenges for my sore throat or any tablets for my migraine.

2nd day of school was worse.
i didn't even make it out of bed.
i couldn't even pull myself up.

i'm well now.
i think.
except i have a rather sexy voice now.
and the lecturer took my voice for a guy whilst taking attendance.
which is uber sad.

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{beautiful lady}

4.04.2008

18:58

okay.
i remembered something about the xiamen trip.
peiyi said i have alot of actions when i'm sleeping.
i talk.
i grind my teeth.
i swallow alot.
and i snore slightly.
hahaha.
UNGLAMOROUS!!!

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{beautiful lady}

15:46

Cyanide & Happiness @

this is so rubbish.

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{beautiful lady}

4.01.2008

20:43

the last time i actually posted anything was last month.
hhahaha.
so busy recently.
with fop.
leaders' camp.
games leadership.
games tryout.
school's starting soon.
i don't think i know anyone in my new class.
which is uber sad.
it's like starting first year all over again.
hope people will be nice.

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{beautiful lady}

3.21.2008

01:47

it's really tiring.
i don't know why.
i feel much more energetic in China then when i'm at home.
i hardly speak as much as i do.
i want more people around me.
it's boring to lead a life where there's hardly 5 people around you.

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{beautiful lady}

3.18.2008

20:46

BACK FROM XIAMEN!!!!!!
totally knocked out and i don't know why.
slept all the way till 3 in the afternoon.
amazing right?
i don't know why.
had loads of fun.
and it was really cold.
but as days passed, it grew warmer and the layers of clothes lessen.
built the incinerator.
made many friends.
had eggs for every meal.
drank loads.
ugly beer belly.
friendly people everywhere.
scandal scandal!!!
missed everybody now.

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{beautiful lady}

2.12.2008

20:08

went house visiting over the cny period.
wenting's.
grace's.
etcetera.
many many people.
it was like a gambling den at every house.
everyone wanted to get some luck over the chinese new year period.
midori lost alot.
hahhahha.
and i also took alot of cab.
no more moolah.
);

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{beautiful lady}

2.11.2008

23:32

migraine keeps coming back and leaving.
it's as though there's a lever for it to switch sides.
the migraine keeps going from left to right and right to left.
it hurts so bad.

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{beautiful lady}

2.07.2008

04:11

it's 4 hours into the new year and i've cried so much.
swollen eyes.
heavy head.
sore throat.
stuffed nose.
everything.
);

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{beautiful lady}

2.05.2008

19:23

saw them 2 weeks ago.
missed them loads.

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{beautiful lady}

00:44

my green bean plant grew so tall.
C;

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{beautiful lady}

2.04.2008

01:13

i'm actually afraid of time.
because as time passes, we actually lose our love ones just like that.
but without parting, we won't be able to actually treasure them as much.
i'll miss them.
loads.
past year events have really really bonded us so closely we're like atoms and molecules of NPOB.
i really hate endings.
i don't like new changes.
i hope not to go through this again.
it's not a very nice process.
i'll miss them all.
wenting.
farand.
kelvin.
datou.
joe.
kok koung.
yongjie.
syafiq.
christina.
kaihoow.
yingjia.
grace.
xinyi.
junwei.
benjamin.
and many other people.
it's really hard not to remember them.
teasing.
jokes.
laughter.
helping hand.
etcetera.
i really hope they won't forget me, i'll never forget them.
as i'm the best choice to forget, the one who's always left out and everything.

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{beautiful lady}

1.31.2008

01:16

oh so cute.
which do you prefer?

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{beautiful lady}

1.30.2008

23:44

i donated blood.
i cried.
cause i'm scared.
but still, i'm happy that i donated blood.
i helped save lives.

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{beautiful lady}

1.29.2008

23:35

midori can sometimes be so lazy she don't even bathe until someone in the family forces her into the toilet and makes sure she bathe before letting her out.
that was years ago when midori was not very fond of baths.

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{beautiful lady}

23:29

oh so funny.

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{beautiful lady}

23:25

midori thinks everybody loves her.

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{beautiful lady}

1.28.2008

18:07

-Heath Ledger's missed-

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

-a short part of "10 things i hate about you" the best movie by him ever-

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{beautiful lady}

1.27.2008

17:50

apparently, everything wrong that happens around my house is MY FAULT!!
i know this seems childish.
but i'm tired.
really very tired.

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{beautiful lady}

01:05

everybody must listen to MIDORI!
or experience the wrath of midori.
MUHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

damn.
i must be so damn bored to even post something like that.
exams are pressing on like nobody's business.
am lazy to even study.
someone!! make me study.
please.
i can't afford to fail at all.
it's will not be very good to fail.
and i don't want to not graduate with the rest of my friends.

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{beautiful lady}

1.25.2008

00:57

i almost fell down the escalator somehow.
i was taking a step when i reached the top of the escalator, and somehow i lost balance.
totally freaked out.
luckily i can balance myself somehow and i didn't fall all the way down.
and everybody was like staring at me because i shouted 'woah!' so loudly.
ahhhahaaahha.

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{beautiful lady}

1.22.2008

23:23

midori's a spoilt brat.

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{beautiful lady}

1.21.2008

23:40

line for OB's future members.
"where guys and girls become confused "
"you touch my breasts, i kick/whack your balls"

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{beautiful lady}

21:47

i cried, screamed and jumped today once i reached home.
i was bringing in the laundry today.
and a lizard jumped down on me.
like, it's so disgusting.
i cried and cried.
ewwwww.
disgusting.
and it's so scary!!

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{beautiful lady}

1.20.2008

20:39

shujuan, weilson, weikai and some other people really have nothing better to do.

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(*)midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:24 PM):
were you there when they were prank calling people yesterday night?
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:24 PM):
I was 80%-asleep
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:25 PM):
wanted to tell them to shut up
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:25 PM):
but couldnt
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:25 PM):
i scolded vulgarities
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:25 PM):
hahaa
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:25 PM):
and my mum scolded me for using so many vulgarities
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:25 PM):
yeah
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:26 PM):
kinda scary hearing all that you know
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:26 PM):
hhahahahaha
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:26 PM):
please im asleep la
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:26 PM):
ahahhaha
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:26 PM):
and it's freaking 3am
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:26 PM):
yeah I know
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:26 PM):
but anw
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:27 PM):
as scary as it was, it was the only funny thing of the day really, hearing you
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
ass
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
hahhahahha
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
my mum was like
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
just hang up on them
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
and stop using all the vulgarities
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:27 PM):
hahahha
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:32 PM):
I half wanted to get up and smack shujuan and weilson

mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:32 PM):

HAHAHaHaHA
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:33 PM):
because of me?
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:33 PM):
));
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:33 PM):
in general la
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:33 PM):
they called like4 or 5 people
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:33 PM):
i know
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:37 PM):
dongyang was the most subtle one
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:37 PM):
hahah
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:38 PM):
of course
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:38 PM):
he doesnt lose his temper
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:39 PM):
cuase he doesnt have one
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:39 PM):
or rather
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:39 PM):
his is a diff kind
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:39 PM):
i would be too
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:40 PM):
but i really have to wake up super early for tkd the next day
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:41 PM):
you know what you should do?
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:41 PM):
like really?
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:41 PM):
what?
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:41 PM):
call them all tonight at 4?
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:41 PM):
hahhaha
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:42 PM):
LOL. no
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:42 PM):
you can try ignoring them or pretend to be mad at them and don't talk to them the whole week

mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:42 PM):

HAHAHA. that would be funny huh.
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:42 PM):
but i went to school today
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:42 PM):
and met them
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:42 PM):
after class
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:42 PM):
ahhahaha
(*) midori (L)WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (8:42 PM):
and im not so evil as to ignore people
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:43 PM):
=.=
mirza.... forgettable huh says (8:43 PM):
hahha. fine then

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{beautiful lady}

1.14.2008

22:35

receiving a email about guy girl relationship stuff.
even though it could be the same stuff everytime.
but the person on your mind could be every-changing.
so infatuation could be like this.

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{beautiful lady}

22:07

cried all the way home today.
just whenever i think about stuff.
and tears just keep on welling up in my eyes.
rolling down my cheeks.
i should learn to not cry in public anymore.
it's tiring and humiliating.

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{beautiful lady}

1.13.2008

02:11

this is so rubbish
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(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:37 AM):
pregnancy test
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:37 AM):
why never use sperm count test
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:37 AM):
hahahahhaa
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:37 AM):
no need count
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:37 AM):
at least 2 billion
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:38 AM):
really
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:39 AM):
rubbish
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:39 AM):
i wont believe you
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:39 AM):
ahhahahhahah
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:39 AM):
lol
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:39 AM):
im normal
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:39 AM):
so sure will hav 2 billion
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:39 AM):
haha
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:39 AM):
who's abnormal then?
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:40 AM):
above average?
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:40 AM):
below average?
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:41 AM):
abnormal arh
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:41 AM):
derrick
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:41 AM):
lol
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:41 AM):
low sperm count
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:41 AM):
haha!
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:42 AM):
see la ur fault..nvr help him take care of his balls
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:44 AM):
hahahhaha
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:44 AM):
my fault
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:44 AM):
not my fault he's not so good la
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:45 AM):
yeah pity derrick is not gd in bed
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:45 AM):
if not he will suit u well rite
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:45 AM):
haha
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:47 AM):
hhahahaha
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:47 AM):
damn im hungry
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
i ate alot
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
so i dont think i need so much food
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
hahahahha
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
erm
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
eat yourself
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:48 AM):
ahhahahaha
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
ling ling ling
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
midori dun so high
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
derrick is not here
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
or is he
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
hes at ur place rite
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:48 AM):
lol
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
(chokes on breathe)
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
how'd you know
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
hhahahhahaa
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
he left already
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
to not be caught by anyone
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:49 AM):
omg!
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:50 AM):
you're not supposed to know about it
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:50 AM):
erase your memory
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:50 AM):
rub rub rub rub rub rub rub
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:50 AM):
nonono u cannot erase it
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:50 AM):
i already put a mini cam on derrick's penis
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:50 AM):
erase erase erase
clement ; i want... to learn how to solve last layer on the rubik's cube says (1:50 AM):
who ask him to be naked too fast
(*) midori WINIFRED(*) DIAMONDS are MY best friends. says (1:50 AM):
erase erase erase erase erase
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{beautiful lady}

01:53

i'm out of scandal week!!
yipee!!

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{beautiful lady}

1.12.2008

21:10

i got jacqueline's first kiss.
and a kiss from shujuan too.
ahahha.
on the lips.
guys, you must be damn jealous.
ahahhaha.

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{beautiful lady}

17:14

fell down so many times yesterday!
so embarrassing.
just because it was raining and the floor was slippery.
midori fell so many times!!!!
must have been a bad day for midori.

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{beautiful lady}

1.11.2008

00:06

i don't like scandals.
i prefer to be the subtle one.
the one no one notices.

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{beautiful lady}

1.10.2008

21:07

Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
see, so people, you can't always stop me from laughing.

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{beautiful lady}

1.05.2008

11:28

Midori- needless to say, she was so high, so funny and full of energy man. I really like her energy level and she isn’t that heavy coz I carried her. she is such a photogenic in a big time

As for helper wise, I get to know Midori, as in I know she exist but I never really talked to her. She is damn enthu and yeah I got to agree she is photogenic.

taken from hafiz's blog.

apparently, i'm photogenic. hahhaha. makes my day. but really i think alot of my pictures are super unglam!!!
wasn't there for the climax of what's next.
very sadden-ed.
i miss sleeping in the outdoors.
the cool breeze.
the stickiness of your companions.
the rubbish mosquitoes.
the constant rolling of other companions.
sleep-talking.
sleep walking.
snoring.
screaming.

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{beautiful lady}

11:16

Midori- needless to say, she was so high, so funny and full of energy man. I really like her energy level and she isn’t that heavy coz I carried her. she is such a photogenic in a big time

As for helper wise, I get to know Midori, as in I know she exist but I never really talked to her. She is damn enthu and yeah I got to agree she is photogenic.

taken from hafiz's blog.

apparently, i'm photogenic. hahhaha. makes my day. but really i think alot of my pictures are super unglam!!!
wasn't there for the climax of what's next.
very sadden-ed.
i miss sleeping in the outdoors.
the cool breeze.
the stickiness of your companions.
the rubbish mosquitoes.

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{beautiful lady}

1.01.2008

23:00

has anyone ever tried counting the number of laughs i have.

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{beautiful lady}

21:59

today have been a very bad start for this year so far.

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{beautiful lady}

00:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
i think i will make alot of unkept new year resolutions this year
1. i need to look after myself properly.
2. i cannot always rely on people to look after me so that i will stay healthy and well always.
3. i need to eat healthy and not always rely on junk food for meals.
4. i can't always demand stuff from people and then get angry just because they won't give it to me.
5. i cannot whine so much.
6. i must try to not act so bisexual anymore.
7. i must really not be so immature sometimes.
8. i need to study and not sleep everyday in class.
9. i need to pass my driving license.
10. i really need to repay my debt.

ahhaah.
Publish Post
i'll continue when i have the free time.

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{beautiful lady}

12.25.2007

04:14

so many things happened.
Sun Love Camp
Unarmed Combat
Christmas BBQ
and many many stuff.
still, i have no time for some friends.
am very tired.
i want a massage.
but no one wants to give me any.
);
What's next coming,
but my laundry from Sun Love's not done yet.
yawn!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.
LOVE LOVE.

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{beautiful lady}

12.13.2007

19:06

i will do this if i don't have a fear for heights.
just looking at it freaks me out.
the height is !!!!

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{beautiful lady}

17:58

this is crazy!

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{beautiful lady}